Friday, 28 September 2012


I'm not sure if I am more annoyed with myself for helping Genesis get out of Hell, or pleased. I don't want people to think that I am getting 'soft' or more friendly. I wish to remain how I used to be, but I am starting to find that a little difficult. It's probably due to being used to being an angel. I think it changes you as a person. I hate that. If I keep changing, people will assume they can walk all over me and I will appear to be weak, which is someting I've never wanted to think of myself as being.  So what if I helped an angel?... Or if I admitted to maybe feeling guilty because of what I did to Aranis?  I told Keaira that I would never want to see Aranis commit suicide again, however I said I did not care if he died. I just do not want to see it. I knew I wouldn't be able to see Aranis die after a dream I had a couple of weeks ago. It was night and Keaira was working, and so I was asleep at home.  I woke up in tears, because I was reminded of how upset I was after witnessing his suicide back when we were friends. Making friends was a difficult task for me back then, and he was one of my first. To lose him, really upset me. I was also very mad that someone would do such a thing. He was very selfish.  Even if thinking about that still upsets me, I cannot forgive him for things he has done in the past. First being the suicde, for making me see such a terrible thing. Second for murdering my best friend, and then causing Keaira to cheat on me.  I guess I can blame him for Gabriel raping Keaira too. If Gabriel wasn't dead because of him it never would have happened.

Right now, I'm itching for violence. I need to know I can still be a violent person and that I have not completely fallen to being some, goodie-two-shoes vermin.  I've even stopped being so defensive and agressive around my mother. Well, not as much as I used to be, but I have to force myself to be as I am now. No one knows what I really think about Mum, or how I feel towards him.. I still want to do things to try and break him down, but I think other things too. ...Dammit, I just want him to show me hostile feelings towards me  so I can start feeling the same back again, as much as I used to. I need more people to hate. I won't turn on Genesis, as that would be stupid. I know I couldn't win against him in a fight.  I suppose there is always Nameless to direct my attention to. I want his eyes to go back to the way they were before. The eyes I hated. Then it can spark up some more hatred from the past in me. Nameless, Mum, Lachrimae, Aranis and Lecea, come out and give me more things to hate you for. No one else is worth it. I want violence. I bet my agressive nature hasn't disappeared, it's hidden inside of me somewhere, getting bigger, but I need something or someone to set it off.

Saturday, 25 August 2012


Pick original characters.
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1) Nemo

2) Cam

3) Denzel

4) Ciel

5) Sebastian

6) Aranis

7) Caru

8) Elias

9) Bambi

10) Keaira
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1.) 1 (Nemo), 3 (Den), 5 (Seb), 6(Aranis) each want to kill 4(Ciel). Why?

Uh, Nemo wants to kill Ciel just for being the biggest asshole in his eyes. Den wants to kill Ciel for wanting to throw Nemo out. Seb wants to kill Ciel for... killing his cats. Aranis wants to kill Ciel because he's...a bad mother? D:


2.) 1 (Nemo) thinks 8 (Eli)  is gay. Whats 8's reaction?

Eli would tell him he is correct. Eli is married to Nemo's grandfather after all.

3.) 5 (Seb)  and 6 (Aranis) each get accepted into separate rival secret organizations bent on creating a hobo-powered death beam before the other does! WHAT HAPPENS!!?!?!?!?

Seb will  finish creating the beam first, then he'll shoot Aranis with it to show him how awesome it was.


4. 1 (Nemo) tries to kiss 2 (Cam), 3 (Den) , 4 (Ciel), 5 (Seb) and 6 (Aranis), do they let him/her?

No one would let Nemo kiss them apart from Denzel. Nemo is supposed to be gay anyway, he shouldn't go around trying to kiss everyone.


5. 7 (Caru )gets a bazooka and starts shooting at everyone, who will survive?

Den would try and take it away from before he shoots anyone. He's not allowed to play with things like that, and Caru probably doesn't even know how to use it.


6. 4 dies, how does 1 and 10 react to it?

Nemo would be very happy. He'd probably throw a party. Keaira probably wouldn't react at all.

7. MKFan jumped out of nowhere in the middle of the quiz, how does everyone react to it?

Who's MKFan?


9. 6 (Aranis) is stuck in a cave with a huge monster. There is a sword he can use to fight against it, but it's lying on the other side of a pit of tarantulas and 9's (Bambi) boogers. Does he make a reach for the sword, and can he fight back against the monster? 

Yeah, he'll get the sword and kick the monsters ass. He'd be pretty shit at his job if he can't fight a monster.


10. 1 (Nemo), 6 (Aranis ), and 7 (Caru ) go to muligans to play lazer tag. But 7 forgot to call 3 (Den) and 4 (Ciel) to tell them they were going. When they get back 7 finally realizes they forgot to call. What is 3 and 4's reaction when 1, 6, and 7 return?

Den is upset that he didn't get to go, and tells Caru off for forgetting and Ciel probably doesn't care and didn't want to go anyway.


11. 3 (Den) thinks 7 (Caru) is MADLY in love with him/her. But 7 likes 9(Bambi) ! What is 3's reaction?

Den would be devastated. Caru is supposed to be his fiancĂ©e. To find out Caru loves his brother would have him crying for aaages. 


12. 6 (Aranis) , 8 (Eli)  and 4 (Ciel) have sexy time. Is it sexy?

...What is classed as sexy time? These three together has to be extremely random, and sexy doesn't fit in with anything Eli does. Okay, okay. Just imagine them all making out on the sofa, naked. Do YOU think it's sexy? Dx



13. 6 (Aranis), 8(Eli) and 4(Ciel) are all eating cake. Who poisoned it?

Nemo did. He's the only one who doesn't so much care for these three.

14. Someone passes out fortune cookies. 2 (Cam)  gets one that says 'The person next to you is evil.' What does 2 do to number 5 (Seb), who is right next to them?

Cam would do nothing, he expects as much. Sebastian is the ruler of Hell after all. He has to be somewhat evil.


15. The Nargles are attacking 7 (Caru) and 8 (Eli). What does 3 (Den) do?

Cry. Wish he could help them, but would probably end up running off and getting his Mum to save them or something.


16. Make up an e-mail address for 6.

One-eyed-wonder@yahoo.com


17. What would you do if 9(Bambi)  suddenly paid you a visit?

Hug him and cuddle him and treat him like a baby because he's kind of cute. x)


18. What subject would 1 (Nemo) teach if s/he were a teacher/professor? Would s/he be good at it?

The art of torture. He might be kind of good at it. 


19. 4(Ciel) is walking home when s/he sees a cute fluffy creature, which promptly begins rubbing itself against his/her legs. Will s/he kick it away, or take it home?

It's probably a cat and the moment it touches him, he'll probably kick it away.


20. If you had the chance to rewrite 1's (Nemo) life, how would you change it?

I  wouldn't, actually. I like him exactly as he is. 

21. 2 (Cam)  and 7(Caru) are making out. 10 (Keaira) walks in... Their reaction?

He'd say 'Cam, what the fuck are you doing to my son! D< You're supposed to do that to me.'


22. 3 (Den)  has to marry either 8 (Eli) , 4(Ciel)  or 9(Bambi). Who do they chose?

He'd pick Bambi. Eli is too old for him and Ciel isn't the easiest to get along with and he already loves his brother a lot. x)


23. 7(Caru) challenges 1(Nemo) to staring contest, why? And who wins? 

Caru wins. Do spiders even have eyelids?



24. If you had to pick a video game character to pair up with 4 (Ciel), who would you choose?

I don't know many video game characters. D: Um...Squall Leonhart, just because he's attractive.



25. 5 (Seb) and 9 (Bambi) get roaring drunk and end up at your house. What happens?

I'll buy more alcohol and get drunk with them. The rest is a mystery.


26. 9 (Bambi) and 2 (Cam) are depressed, why?

...Because Den shouted at them both for arguing with eachother? Idk.



27. Think 8 (Eli)  could be a super model?

Hahahah....No.

28. They all get involved into an epic brawl (not the video game), and only one of them survives, who won?

Keaira, because I think he's the only one who can't actually die.


29. They all get involved in an epic Brawl (the video game), who wins?

Hiroto again because of the reason above. 


30. One of them falls in love with you, which one?

I think Nemo, as he's the only one who isn't gay...

31. GENDER SWAP! What happens?

It just turns into a big groping session to see who has the nicest boobs.


32. 2 (Cam) posted a picture of 1(Nemo) and 10 (Keaira) making out on the Internet! What happens?

Revenge on Nemo for making out with his brother, Cam posts it up as evidence that Nemo is infact gayer than he claims he is.


33. JESUS CHRIST, IT'S A LION!!!

Don't worry! It's just Keaira. He's friendly, sometimes. 

34. New scenario: 3 (Den) is driving down a lonely road with 1 (Nemo)  in the back seat. The car breaks down, and they ask to stay at a roadside house. What happens?

Nemo will fly off to find someone to help fix it. But...why is Den driving, he's 9?



35. Another new scenario: imagine 2 (Cam)  has a bride, if he or she didn't already, and a baby is born. 3 (Den) is asked to babysit. What happens?

Den would look after the baby, as he has looked after babies before and he enjoys doing it. 

Keaira would be Cam's bride, and who's damn baby is it this time? D<



36. If x = 7+3 then what must X equal? Furthermore, what is the point of this question?

Everything equals sex, and Idk the point in the question.


37. Who would make a better college professor, 6 (Aranis) or 1(Nemo)?

...Eh, Nemo, as he actually had some form of education.



38. Do you think 2 is hot?

If he was older than 10, he might be. Dx


39. If 2 (Cam)  had to choose sides between 4 (Ciel)  and 5 (Seb) , which would it be?

Seb. Because he likes Seb better and whatever Ciel does, Seb can probably do it better.


40. 1 (Nemo) gets a paper cut. What is the immediate reaction?

He thinks nothing much off it, and will probably lick any blood away. 

41. 5 (Seb), 3 (Den), 2 (Cam), and 8 are waiting for the bus. Write the conversation they have until the bus arrives.

41. 5 (Seb), 3 (Den), 2 (Cam), and 8 (Eli) are waiting for the bus. Write the conversation they have until the bus arrives.

Den: Hey, Cam. Tell Seb about that carrot thing. It's funny.

Cam: No. x.x

Seb: What carrot thing?

Den: He and Keaira did things with a carrot.

Eli: Denzel, that is not appropriate to talk about. 

Seb: ...Lovely.

Cam: Shut up. It was fun. D<


42. The quiz is over! Now what? 

Everyone loses the game.

Sunday, 5 August 2012



Alois; After visiting Gabriel in Hell, I realised how much I miss the people who are no longer around. Those people in my past that I will never see again. Luka and Jinx, to name a couple. At least I may still see Gabriel.  There is one other person who I also miss very dearly and that is Claude. He was once the only person I had in life, and now he's not here. I feel very lonely at times without him, even if I have Malphas and my family with me always. I'd love to see him at least once more. 


Malphas, may we go on a little summer vacation away someplace else, please? Away from the manor. Luca and Chester can look after Myka and the pets. I am sure they won't get into any more shit than they already do. Me being around to trying to keep that idiot in check does nothing. Chester actually makes me look intelligent. That is the only reason why I allow him to live with us. 

Nemo; Orders to kill my first reaper? Sounds ever so fun... If I meet this reaper, and he turns out to be a piss poor fighter, I am going to be annoyed. I think I may just bound him up somewhere, and strip him very slowly of his skin for shits and giggles. I won't let him die until a great deal of pain has been dealt. I think I dislike reapers more than angels. I have nothing against  the angels in my family, they are very lovely people, but those directly under God, I would love nothing more than to watch them being eaten alive by flesh eating maggots.  They are fun to tease and annoy, and kill for fun... However reapers prevent demons from devouring souls, and that makes them worse. 

To think that Sebastian once had an affair with one is making me shudder. To have a son with one is...distasteful. Thinking too much about reapers has me itching to inflict pain on people. I think I am going to visit Kida and see how long he can keep his eyes open after having his skull crushed... Probably not very long.

Denzel; Quite a lot has happened over the past few weeks or so for us. Bambi took me to Heaven, which seemed like a really lovely place that I would love to visit again, if it did not make me feel quite so ill and tired . If I do go again, I'd rather not say any prayers next time. Gen had a baby, which was nice. It's always kind of nice when someone has a baby. I don't  think Sophie stayed very nice, though. Not after she took Lucky from me and started to cut him up. You shouldn't do that to people, and now Lucky is scared of her. Aranis had said that he hadn't met Sophie yet, we went to see her the other day, and in her room was lots of dead animals and stuff. I wanted to be sick and cry at the same time. I wasn't, though. I think Aranis was a little upset too. I hope Sophie doesn't try and kill Dandelion. I got him for Aranis because he's one of my best friends.

Mummy and Aranis aren't just best friends anymore. Yesterday they both got me lots of pretty pink flowers to put in my room, and then they told me they were together. I don't really have a problem with this anymore,  provided they don't act any differently towards me. I don't want to say I am greedy, wanting both of their attention, but I love them both too much, and I really don't want them to start ignoring me and only pay attention to one another. I want them to stay together because I can see it makes them both very happy. I am pretty sure everyone knows that I really hate making anyone upset, so from now on, if I don't really like something that makes other people really happy, I will not say anything. Like if Mummy and Aranis are ever able to have children. Daddy and Elias did that, and it was all fine before, because Elias tried not to leave me out of things, but after he had Kitty and Levi, we haven't been as close and that upsets me. Nemo says I have an 'all or nothing' attitude to a lot of things. I'm under the impression this is not really a good thing, but he won't really explain it. 


Bambi came into my room the other day when I was with Caru and started saying that I was acting pregnant. I hadn't really thought of it like that, because I still haven't had sex since April, so there was no way I could be. Sebastian came in after Caru had left after a tiny argument, and he told me that I could be having a false pregnancy, instead of an actual one. I wish my body wouldn't do that. It's not fair. I don't want to feel like I am going to have a baby when I am not. Sebastian asked if I wanted to wait it out, and I told him no. If my hormones were acting up already, and if I went full term, and ended up going through a labour which resulted in nothing, I would feel even worse. You can't just go though nine months of pregnancy and not have the dire need to mother something after. I feel it would feel similar to having a miscarriage or something. I don't actually want more children for a while. I do hope this doesn't happen again.

Saturday, 7 July 2012



Aranis, in bed, had the covers pulled over all of himself. Dandelion was nearly asleep on his chest, also under the duvet, purring. Aranis, stroking him, cooed, "You are so adorable, my Dandy," very quietly.




Denzel, quietly opens the door to Aranis's bedroom, all dressed and ready to go out. He tiptoes over to the bed and sets Lucky down next to Aranis's head. "Is Bunbun in there with you?" He gently prods the covers with a finger.




Aranis flipped the covers off of himself, knocking Lucky off unknowingly. When he sat up, Dandy fell onto his lap, and he held him there. "He was."




Den picks up Lucky and pats the bear on the head, smiling. "Yay. I was right." He reaches out to stroke Dandy. "Hello, cutie."




"All right. Why are you dressed so lovely? It's almost your bed time..." Aranis said blandly. He held the rabbit out to the boy and waited for him to take it before laying down. "It's my bed time, too."




He takes Dandy and cuddles him close. "We need to go out. I don't want to leave Mummy's ring any longer. You said you'd get it and it's been ages since I asked." He pouts at him, circling a finger around the rabbits ear.




"It can't wait until tomorrow?" Aranis whined. Then, he sighed and sat up. "Let's just get it done today, you're right." He pulled on his shoes tiredly, then gave him a smile.




Denzel nods back, smiling. "Yeah. It needs to be done now, because Elias told me a little while that he'll take me tomorrow and he can't, because I said I'd do it with you." He lifts Dandy up and gives him a kiss on the nose. "I love you. You're so cute!"







"Okay," Aranis said with a nod. He was happy he was the one Denzel wanted to do it with. It made him feel special. "Come on, now. Put Dandy in his cage." Aranis quickly combed his fingers through his hair, taming it.








"Mmhm." He goes over and puts the rabbit back in it's cage. Picking up Lucky again, he steps infront of Aranis. "A brush would work better."




"It's fine. You just want to hurry and go, right?" Aranis smiled again and stood, stretching. He then took Denzel's hand and started walking.




"Yup!" Denzel walks with him, holding his hand tightly. "Mummy and Caru made some carrot cake the other day. Is there any left, or have you eaten it all?"




"Ate it. It was great." He smiled, remembering his cake and the sex that followed after. He didn't quite mention the last part, but still, it made him happy. Aranis took him out to the car and held the passenger's door open for Denzel.




Denzel climbed into the car, setting Lucky on his lap. "Was it? My one was better, right Aranis?" He paused, thinking back to what his mum had told him. "Oh yeah. If Elias finds out you had sex on the kitchen table, he's going to freak out..."




Aranis held the door open to listen to him, then froze at the last part. "What?!" He said, surprised. He slammed Denzel's door shut, somewhat embarrassed as he went to his own side and slid in. He shut his door and sat, partly red.




Denzel giggled and then turned to face Aranis with a smile. "Table is for eating on, bed is for sex." He fiddles with Lucky's ears. "Mummy said I should have sex in other places other than my bed..."




"No, no, he's wrong. Bed is for sex." Aranis said this embarrassedly and stuck the key in the ignition, turning the car on.




"Then why do you have sex on the table? Everyone has sex on the sofa. I never want to sit on it again." Den pulls a funny face and then lifts up Lucky to talk to him. "Sex infront of the fireplace with no lights on and blankets, with Caru, Lucky?" He giggles. "Apparently it would be romantic."




Annoyed, Aranis shushed him. He drove out carefully, his hands at the proper places on the wheel. "Now, I need to drop by the gas station first. You will remain in the car, and I will run in."




Denzel nods. "Okay, Elias does that. I know how it all works." He relaxes more in his seat and closes his eyes. "Lucky, if Caru spends more time at L's house, I am going to cry."




Aranis gripped the wheel tighter, his turns sharper and less planned. He remained silent the whole way, more and more annoyed as Denzel rambled on about Caru. He got out of the car, slammed his door shut, and went inside the station.




Denzel watches him go inside, and then watches the other cars. "It always smells funny in these places." He carries on talking to Lucky. "I like staying in the car."




Aranis peered out the window to make sure Denzel was all right. When he figured he would be until he got out, Aranis stalled to calm himself, taking a deep breath as he sifted through some sweets.




Den then goes quiet for a while until a man comes over and asks if he minds being left on his own, and is okay. Denzel nods and tells him Aranis would be out soon. They speak for about a minute before Den puts some pills into his pocket with a smile. "I won't tell him. I can't wait to see him happier." He waves once to him as he walks away and then smiles at Lucky. "Happy sweets, Lucky."




When Aranis couldn't find any sweets that appealed to him, he huffed angrily and went to pay ahead for his gasoline. He came out a few minutes later and pumped his gas, silent, then slid back into his car when it was finished.




Den smiled at Aranis, hopefully to get a smile in return. "What's wrong, Aranis?" He put Lucky on Aranis's lap with a giggle.




Aranis didn't smile back at him. He just started up the car again, ignoring him and Lucky.




Denzel looks at him a little disappointed, and then takes one of the pills out of his pocket. "Aranis, open your mouth. I have a sweety for you. You need to eat it up, and you'll feel much better, I promise." He holds it up infront of him infront of his mouth, so he doesn't have to take it out of his hand.




Aranis inspected it, then furrowed his brows. "What is this, a vitamin?" He shook his head angrily. "Hell no. Get that away from me."




Shaking his head, Denzel frowns a bit. "No, it's not. It's a sweet. Vitamins are gross." He puts it in Aranis's mouth when he's talking and hopes he decides to not spit it out. "Candy. I wanted to share it with you."




Aranis thought this over, the pill resting on his tongue. He quickly chewed and swallowed it, then made a disgusted face, wiping his tongue on his shirt. "That is disgusting, you idiot!" He sounded like Ciel, and just gripped the wheel tight. He tried spitting the horrid taste out, unsure of what it was. He knew, though, it wasn't candy.




Denzel pulled Lucky back onto his own lap and stayed quiet for a long time, upset that Aranis had called him an idiot, and that he didn't like what he'd given him.




Aranis drove quietly, as well, then pulled the car over on the side of the street after a while. "I didn't mean to upset you," He said quietly. "That candy has an... odd flavor."




Denzel turns to him again, still looking upset. He had expected it to work right away, but at least Aranis was aplogising. "Maybe that one was a bad one. Try another. Don't chew it, just swallow it. Close your eyes and swallow it fast." He smiles a little, trying to cheer himself up.




With a sigh, Aranis opened his mouth. He didn't think that was the case exactly, but he had to do it to make him happy anyway. Although pleased Denzel was meaning best, Aranis was still fairly frustrated.




Denzel put another in his mouth with a smile. "There. Anyway, it doesn't taste bad for long. I had to eat a gross vegetable once." Den turned to look out of the window. "Are we nearly there?"




Aranis swallowed it whole, then sighed and shifted the car to drive. He then started driving slowly back onto the road. "No," He said. "We have to get to town first." He was beginning to feel sick, just a pinch more than usual. He didn't say anything, though, and kept driving.




"Okay." Denzel watched out of the car window, and carried on talking, but didn't look towards him. "Are you and mummy more friends now?"




Clutching his stomach with one hand, over time, Aranis began to dry heave. For a moment, Aranis felt as if he was going to die. Then it all stopped - his troubles, faded, the lights, fireflies dancing only around him and nothing else. He reached to touch one of them. He caught one. He held it and kissed it and swerved down the road, admiring its beauty.




Den had continued to look out of the window, but quickly turned towards Aranis when the car had swerved. "A-Aranis, the car is going wrong..." He nudged Aranis's arm lightly, trying to make him concentrate.




Aranis set a firefly down in Denzel's lap, then one on Lucky's head. "For you," He said, reassuringly. Then, he leaned down to kiss Denzel's forehead, his hand on the wheel, swerving more carefully towards the other lane. He sat up again and admired the color of the line painted in the road. It was the brightest he'd ever seen. He wanted to touch that, too.




Denzel watched him confused as to what he was doing, seeing as Denzel couldn't see the fireflies. Tilting his head, he relaxed a little as Aranis straightened the car. "What did you give us?"




Aranis continued to ignore his questions. In reality, he wasn't ignoring him - he was just far too distracted by all of the colors around him. He wanted nothing more than a hug or kiss and took Lucky and held him close. The fur felt fantastic on his skin. He pressed Lucky closer against his chest, trying to keep in his lane. He was failing at this, and when he went off of the road, laughed a little.




Denzel was rather worried, because Aranis wasn't consentrating on his driving. "Aranis, the car. Pay attention!" When he'd noticed the car had gone off the road, he quickly closed his eyes, scared.




Smiling, Aranis reached over to hold Denzel's hand tightly. "I'm paying a lot of attention," he said, dazed. He ran through a bush casually, trying to find a road, as he wasn't thinking straight. A stray branch left a small crack on the windshield, though Aranis only felt it and smiled wide.




Denzel let out a small whimper as he was terrified, and the crack on the windsheild only scared him more. They weren't on the road anymore and Denzel knew that wasn't a good thing. He wells up and grabs Aranis's hand tighter. "F-fix it! We're going to get hurt!"




Aranis pulled Denzel up into his lap, wrapping his whole being around him - not as protection, but because it felt amazing. Unknowingly guarding Denzel from what was about to come, he curled up around the boy and ran into the ditch. His foot, still hard on the gas pedal and only accelerating.




Denzel let him, as he wanted any kind of comforting, and just pressed against him, hiding his face, not looking ahead of him, as he started to cry a little harder.




Aranis watched the lights dance about as he rocked back and forth with him. The music in the car was the most amazing invention in the world. He turned it up as loud as it could go and sang the words he knew. He was having the time of his life, and didn't want it to end. When he ran hard into a big, sturdy tree, his head slammed hard into the wheel. Holding Denzel close, he was hardly harmed. He, himself, though, had several varying cuts. Glass has fallen all around them. Branches surrounding the car poked through every single window, which had broken on impact, along with the windshield. Aranis, now still, went limp around Denzel.




Clinging onto Aranis more, he let out a little scream as the music was turned up louder, and he felt the impact with the tree. The collision was unexpected because he hadn't been looking, and the jolt and hurt him a little, but not enough for serious injury. He didn't move, put kept his eyes screwed shut. He could smell blood now, coming from Aranis, but he didn't want to pull away to see the damage.




Aranis, knocked out, slumped more over him. When he slumped, he pushed Denzel to the side and fell to the floorboards, in an uncomfortable position. He remained still, blood dripping from his mouth and nose.




Denzel opened his eyes too look back at Aranis when he was moved, and then immediately wished he hadn't. He had felt the urge to be sick, but managed to stop himself. He knew that he'd have to see if Aranis would get up. He hesitated, his vision blurry from his tears and then moved a bit closer to Aranis to shake him gently. "...A-aranis, you need to wake up." Due to him being unconcious, he'd get no reply. Denzel strugged a little, but managed to get his door open enough to crawl out of and went around to the other side of the car, and then opened Aranis's side and dragged him out.

Saturday, 30 June 2012

Aranis stood quiet in the kitchen, leaning lazily over a counter as he inspected a bottle with no labels. He debated on whether to drink it or not. He had no idea what was inside. It couldn't hurt him. Well, it could, but he didn't care. He opened up the bottle and chugged it, hardly tasting it.


Denzel drags himself into the kitchen, a little worn out. He's not wearing his usual frilly or longer skirted dresses, but a pair of tighter shorts and lose top that only covers the top half of his chest. Sitting down, he puts his head on the table, poofed. "...Worn out. Can you get me a glass of water?"


A brow raised, Aranis looked over at him curiously. "Water. Sure." He nodded and carefully filled up a plain glass with water from the tap. He handed it to him with a slight smile. "There. Why so tired?


Smiling up at him, he takes the glass and takes a drink, then put it back on the table. "Because I have been dancing again, and it's on the pole and takes lots of effort." Nodding, he runs his fingers though his hair, fixing it. "I will go and carry on again in a minute. I am having a break."


Aranis furrowed his brows. It was a long time before he mumbled, "I don't want to see," and slumped over to the counter, where he looked at the empty bottle that once held what was now flowing through his body. It was strong. It gave him a bit of a rush, and he loved it.


Confused, Denzel looked over towards him. "You don't? I thought you would. I'm getting really good at it. Plus, I found some music that goes better to do it to." He wasn't sure what kind of mood Aranis was in today. He assumed it was good from when he walked in the room, but now he wasn't sure. "Good mood or bad one today?"


"Really good, you say?" Aranis said with a sigh. He knew watching Denzel dance would only leave him with more troubles, but since he really wanted him to see it, Aranis would agree. "Good. I am in a good mood."


Denzel found himself biting his lip, but then made himself stop, and smiled at him instead. "Yeah! Really good. But I won't let you get in a bad mood just because you watched me."


We'll see about that, Aranis thought. He was unsure, but nodded firmly. "All right. I'll see how good you're getting." Dreading what he was about to have to endure, Aranis opened up another bottle.


Denzel continued to smile, and nodded. "Oh, goodie. What are you drinking? I can smell it from here." He picked up his glass and finished his water then stood up, pouting sorting out his shorts. "Keep getting a wedgie..." He gives off a little giggle and then puts his glass in the sink.


Aranis ignored Denzel's comment about his drink and took a swig, furrowing his brows. It wasn't anything near what he had just drank. He shrugged it off, and watched Den. "Erm, maybe wear different shorts..."

Den turns around to face him, shaking his head. "I haven't got any more, and these are the ones I can do pole dancing in. I can't do it in a dress, and pants make it kind of awkward." Shrugging he grabs Aranis arm an pulls him towards the doorway. "I'm done now."


Keeping a tight hold on his bottle, Aranis struggled to keep up with him. He was dragged anyway. "We'll just see how good you..." He trailed off, picturing an unclothed Denzel upside down on the pole. With a groan, he rushed that thought from his mind.


Taking him to where he was practicing, he lets go of Aranis's arm and turns to face him again. "I wish someone else would learn how to do this as well. Caru is good at dancing. Maybe you should watch him do this too." He re-thought this over for a moment and then realised it might be a bit of a bad idea. "...Someone should teach you how."



Aranis furrowed his brows at him. "You know I am not going to dance like that. And I am not giving in this time, not for anything." He nodded, firm to his word. He was not going to pole dance for anything. Not really. Perhaps if the right oppurtunity came up, he would.

Denzel gives him a disappointed expression with a huff. "Why not? If you think it's because it will hurt, it won't. If you do it right, it's perfect." Denzel simply wishes someone else would show an interest into dancing as he did. Everyone else always turned it done when asked to dance with him.

"Your dances are just-" He paused, not wanting to offend him, "Not my style, really. I like watching. Dancing just isn't my thing." Aranis nodded, trying to make him feel better. "Does Caru dance like you do?""Your dances are just-" He paused, not wanting to offend him, "Not my style, really. I like watching. Dancing just isn't my thing." Aranis nodded, trying to make him feel better. "Does Caru dance like you do?"

"I do lots and lots of different types." Denzel thinks back to the time he had asked Caru to dance and he had finally agreed, turing out to be better than Denzel had expected to be. "No, he doesn't really dance either." With a giggle, he grins. "I tried to teach Nemo how to do this kind of dancing once. He managed to do a tiny bit, but that was all. He wasn't that great at it, but he won't practice."

"Maybe it's just because your dances are highly inappropriate," Aranis stated boldly, "And really only for strippers. Now, that doesn't mean I don't want to see." Shrugging, he folded his arms. "I don't think Nemo'd be the type to dance like a whore."

Denzel thinks this over, and doesn't speak for a while. "...Is it really that inappropriate?" He's gone a little quiet, because he's worried about the reply he's bound to get. He doesn't want to be made out as a bad kid. "Do I dance like a whore?"

Afraid he hurt Denzel's feelings, Aranis shook his head. "Perhaps it doesn't look bad on you..." He mumbled something, and sighed. "Come on, why don't you show me?"

Looking away from him, Denzel bites at his lip again, embarrassed. "I feel s-shy now... Whore isn't a good thing." Denzel does it because he finds it fun, and it's a challange, not because he wants to feel sexy.

"When children do it, they don't look like whores," Stated Aranis blandly. "It's just grown women, is all." He half wanted to see it, and half didn't, but he knew he had to make Denzel feel better either way. Aranis knew it'd result in an erection, but tried to encourage him anyway, for the sake of a happy Den.

Sighing, he looks back up at him again, then forces a smile. "Okay! The music might sound weird, but I like it. I sing to it too." He turns away from him and then starts to play his music as he begings to do his dance, wrapping his hands around the pole, and pulls himself up with ease.

Trying to concentrate on the music and not Den's dancing, Aranis looked at the radio. "That's great," he mumbled, though he wasn't looking. He wasn't in the mood for any 'problems' right now. He never was, unless he was actually going to get what he wanted.

Using the curves on his body to keep himself off the ground, he shows off some of the more difficult poses, but when he realises Aranis isn't paying attenion, he starts to sing a little louder to get his attention. "Look at me, you creep. Straight in the eyes. I won't let you leave over my dead body~"

When Aranis heard this, his head hesitantly turned to look at Denzel. He raised both brows when he saw him. "Y-Yes, see, you're lovely at that," He stuttered, heat flooding to his nether regions. Running a hand through his own hair only made it worse, and he immediately quit, shoving his hands into his pockets.

"Pretty, perfect, girly, dressed in black~" Denzel smiled, imagining that the singer was describing himself, even though he was aware it wasn't. Dropping down onto his feet, he curled one leg around the pole and then gave Aranis a cheeky grin. "I see you as you are. I see you're transparent.~" He moves his hips light to the beat, and lifts his other leg so it's level with Aranis's face. He wanted Aranis to look as if he was enjoying watching him, not hoping it was over with soon.

Sensing this, Aranis gulped and smiled a convincing smile, nodding a little, encouraging him. He kept his mouth shut, trying not to stutter. With a shiver, he kept his eyes on him, though it was torture. He did, in fact, want it to be over soon, but showed no signs of this, apart from the slight tent in his pants, which he tried to hide.

Denzel was well aware of what he was doing to Aranis, but thought nothing of it. It happened to everyone sometimes, so he figured Aranis could deal with it. Den was enjoying it and he knew if Aranis was really bothered by it, he'd get up and walk away. He hadn't yet, which is why Denzel carried on his dance into the next song."You can watch her spin 'round a pole just like a beauty queen. Boys and girls in the red light district. Take it to my private room I'll make you dirty boys blush, blush, blush, blush." Half through the song, he's upside down, facing the ground. He tries to match his voice to the low seductive tone as the vocalist. "I'll make you feel hot and i'll make you feel right so I'll spread my legs and just let go~". As he says the last few lyrics, he spreads his legs into the splits, still keeping himself upside down, then slowly brings himself into an upright position.

Turning a light shade of pink, Aranis kept his gaze between Denzel's legs, waiting hopelessly in case there would be a mishap and something would fall out. He even stared shamelessly, running his tongue secretly across his upper lip, fists clenched tight in his pockets. He tried to speak, but it came out as a groan. He cleared his throat, and said quietly, "Doesn't that pole hurt at all? I'm sure if you used me instead, it'd be easier... softer..."

Denzel had decided to stop after two songs, and sat himself down infront of the pole, facing him, looking out of breath. "...No, doesn't hurt." He thinks this over, then shakes his head, with a big smile. "Silly, I can't use a person. I need something hard that I can get my hands around." He gives off a giggle, not catching on his own words that could be taken the wrong way.

Aranis inhaled sharply when he said this, feeling himself harden even more. He felt he was going to explode, and exhaled all of his breath quickly, trying to keep his mind off of his problem. "You... You can try to use a person, you know..."

"I couldn't. I can't get my hands around you properly. The grip would be all wrong..." He pauses for a moment, thinking. "I couldn't dance on someone anyway. Maybe just hang from them, but that's no fun."

"Y-Yes, all wrong..." Aranis muttered, his thoughts drifting to several different perverted scenarios, involving this innocent-looking boy before him. "Why... why don't you give it a shot? Or do one of those dances you do on people?" Referring to a lap dance, of course. He didn't know why he tortured himself like this.

"Oh, a lapdance?" Denzel had tried doing those before to Chester when he had first moved in, simply because he had been asked, and was promised to be taught. "I'm not as good as those, and I'm not sure if I should..."

"It isn't going to get much worse than this," Aranis admitted, shaking his low-hung head. He glanced down at himself. It hurt. He wanted it gone. And this was definitely not going to help. "Just... do it. I want to see how good you are at that, too."

Denzel nodded and then put some more of his music on. It always made him feel more comfortable when he had something to focus on. He moved closer, and then straddled Aranis's hips, placing his arms over his shoulders as he presses his chest up against Aranis's, as well as gridning his waist against his crotch. Denzel wasn't turned on by this, as he wasn't doing it for himself, also he wasn't easily turned on as much as some.

Aranis carefully slid his hands up to hold Denzel tight by the waist. "For balance," he mumbled, though that wasn't exactly his intention. He pressed himself against him with a shudder, groaning quietly as he leaned his head back a little. "Ah... hold it right there..." He paused, "Now move your hips like this..." He demonstrated. "Ah... yes..."

Chester said...that you're not supposed to touch the dancer." He though he'd point it out, but didn't make any attempt to move his hands. Denzel pressed back against him, moving his hips as instructed as he laced his fingers in Aranis's hair, just as Chester had told him to do.

Aranis tried with a lot of difficulty to say something that made sense, but only came up with, "Chester... Chester doesn't... know what he's doing..." He dug his fingers into Denzel's sides, half-moaning. This was torture, it was terrible. He wanted more and was determined to get it. He slid a hand up Denzel's side to rub at his earlobe hopelessly. He knew Denzel would tell him no, but at least it'd make him stop, before his desires were uncontrollable.

Denzel carried on until he felt Aranis touch his ear, and that is when he decided to pull away from him, taking a step back. "...I have to stop now, before I get like you." He nodded lightly towards his erection. "Then we'll both be annoyed." He smiled a bit. "I told you I wasn't very good at them,"

With a quiet whine, Aranis slid down a bit, feeling like crying for no reason. He covered his face with trembling hands, and rubbed a bit at his eyepatch. "It's really hot in here," He muttered, not acknowledging anything Denzel said. He eagerly lifted his groin with Denzel's body's absence.

Denzel watched him, but didn't really know what to say. He was well aware that he couldn't help him out. Moving over to the window, he opened it. "Is this better?"

"Not at all." Aranis mumbled a string of curses in Latin, his heart racing, and a bloodrush flowing to his groin every moment he looked back on what had just happened. He tried to keep his mind off of it, but couldn't. This was probably the closest he'd gotten to having sex without actually following through, and it was torture.

Sitting down again, Denzel started to feel a little guilty for Aranis's current state. "Sorry... But you did ask for that last bit. It's not my fault...is it?"

"Of course not," Aranis said reassuringly, and dragged himself to his room, where he laid on his stomach on the bed, keeping his hands gripping the bedsheets tight above his head to refrain from touching himself.

Denzel followed him, but remained in the doorway. "Touching it yourself will make it feel better. You shoud do that so you don't feel as bad." He turned his head towards the hall. "Should I go to bed now?..."

Aranis refused to take care of it himself. All the better to wait, that way when he did finally get what he wanted, it'd be ten times better, at least. "If you want." This was muffled by the pillow Aranis's damp face was hidden in.

Denzel nodded and then whispered "Goodnight Aranis." Before closing the door and going to his own room to get ready for bed.

Aranis mumbled, "good night," back to him, and slept off his erection like a good boy. That night, he slept the best he had in months.







Sunday, 17 June 2012


Nemo; Sebastian, I hope you bring everyone back soon. Out of everyone left, I feel like the only adult, aside Elias, but I am older than him, so I feel like head of the house, or something... I don't like it. It's not my job. Ciel is still acting a little childish, but that is still to be expected, yes? He is a child, after all.... Don't tell him I said that, he'd flip out on me. 

I took him to see my little pet human Kida, the other day. I wanted to see what kind of torture he'd inflict on him. Do you know what he did? At first, Ciel refused. I told him he should get his hands a little dirty. In the end, he took my knife, and cut me instead. My face. He embarrassed me infront of Kida to the point where the boy started to laugh, so I cut his tongue out. I can't have him think I am trash compared to Ciel. Ciel even said I look good covered in blood. You'd agree though, right Sebastian? I do. Blood looks great on me. Ciel also stabbed me in the hand, and then my crotch. I do not approve. If he weren't your husband...- I'm not even going to finish that sentence.

Genevieve has been pestering me to take Sascha's form just so she could give me a cuddle. I keep telling her no. If she wants a cuddle, to accept me as I am- She doesn't think I am attractive, which is a shame, because she is actually quite pretty herself. 

Cambion is being a bit of a pain. Echo had agreed to move in with him for the period of time that Keaira is away to keep him company, but I don't think she has enough authority over him to keep him out of trouble. He thought it would be funny to play a trick on mum. Bambi has gone away for a little while, and mum wasn't aware. Cam decided to take Bambi's glasses, and then manage to capture himself a deer, cut it up and then leave the remains on Bambi's bed for mum to find. Why he wanted mum to think he'd killed his brother, I do not know. Last I heard, I thought they got along well. I know it upset mum quite a lot, so I went and had a chat with Cam, which involved me tossing him out of his treehouse. One day, he'll learn.

Oh yeah, you know those short periods of being extremely horny Keaira apparently has? I think mum had one of those that lasted for a day. It could have just been the fact he hasn't had sex in a while, but it still just seemed a bit off. He was telling Aranis how he really wanted sex, and mum was being a bit clingy to him. If I hadn't interrupted them, I think Aranis might have taken advantage of the situation, and I didn't want mum to do anything he would later regret. I'll have to keep an eye on him. 


...Alois is a bit of a mess. Did Malphas let him even know he was going away? He has abandonment issues, and to see him as he is now is just hilarious. I don't think he likes the fact that the only other male staying in the manor is Chester. Then again, he only crosses the borders of being a male by a very fine line...

However! Everyone is still alive, and the manor is in perfect shape. Ours, not Alois's. I think he has a broken window that he doesn't know how to fix properly and I refuse to do it for him just to see him suffer a tiny bit longer. Aren't I the cruel one? 

Monday, 14 May 2012

Denzel; I really wish Aranis didn't have to go back to America because I'm going to miss him very much. Wouldn't it be lonely going to another country all by yourself? I'd find it lonely, anyway... 


I'm his best friend and friends need each other, so I'd rather he stay, but he won't because he said he has secret things to do. Do best friends keep secrets from each other? At least he'll visit me once a month. That's better than nothing, I guess. Plus we'll go on holiday to where he is staying too, and I can see him then. I love seeing him because he always says nice things about me, and he cuddles me lots and takes me out places. Pretty Denzette is what he calls me, and that makes me feel special. I gave him my yellow summer dress that he liked to take back with him to he can be reminded of me with it. I made him promise he wouldn't let any other boys or girls wear it though. I think...that would make me a bit jealous.


He told me what happened to Gabriel and I was quite upset, because I wanted to see him again too. When I got home, Caru told me what really happened when he was supposed to go to France, and it turns out Gabriel did some bad things, and let people do nasty things to Caru and Nemo. I'm not happy about that, but I am also sad because that might have been my fault for asking him to bring mummy back. Yet, I am still glad everyone  is alive now. Mummy, daddy, Elias, Nemo, and Caru, and of course my brothers. I love my family. They mean the world to me, and I don't want anything to happen to them.


Yesterday morning though, I heard Daddy and Elias shouting and that scared me a little, because Elias never shouts and I didn't know what they were talking about. Did they have an argument or something? I hope thet don't have an argument. When mummy and daddy used to have arguments, mummy goes away and mummy dies. I don't want Elias to do that as well... 

Monday, 30 April 2012

Denzel: I am so happy right now. Everything seems to be going quite well. Mummy is back, because I saw Gabriel and I asked him, and he said he'd do it for a price, but I don't know what that is yet. He'll tell me when he thinks of one. I hope Bambi is really happy about that too, I'd be nice to see him smile more. 


I've been talking to Aranis a lot more now. Cambion said he was a few nasty words which I wont repeat, because that's mean, but I told him he's not so bad. I put  my yellow summer dress Aranis said he liked and asked him to take me out somwhere yesterday. We went to the park, and I chose to leave Lucky behind. I'm not sure why though, I just didn't feel that he needed to come as well. Aranis pushed me on the swings, which was fun, until he went on one as well and went over the bar so that I nearly fell out of my own swing. Then that big dark cloud came out again and it started to rain, so we had to go home, but we were already very wet by the time we got back. If I get a cold, I guess it's okay... I'll get mummy to give me my medicine because I wont take it from anyone else. 


I got cold after I changed clothes and then Aranis gave me a cuddle on the bed. I like having him as a friend, and I like making him happy, if I am one of the only friends he has. I am very glad I asked him to move back into the manor. I'd imagine he'd be very sad and lonely without me and I don't want that at all. 


Caru has been at Mummy Caru's for two days now. I want to see him. Maybe I'll ask someone to take me there later because I wont go by myself. Maybe Nemo, he has a whole week off work which is great! He never has that long off, so it's nice to spend time with him. Today, he played the violin while I danced to the music. It was lovely. Did Sebastian teach him to play the violin?


Eee! My pimple is gone now! Thank you Aranis for kissing my cheek and making it better because it worked! I am pretty again. 

Sunday, 29 April 2012


Nemo: Husband or not, you shouldn't treat someone like that. I may not be one to speak, but I think you need to grow up, Ciel. All I can say is that if you were not involved with Sebastian, and you were just a regular demon, I would silence you for an eternity

Sunday, 22 April 2012

Denzel: Me, Mummy Caru, Cambion and Caru went to the seaside yesterday! It was awesome. I'd never been before. I got to see the sea and the sand. I collected some pretty shells too. I gave one to Mummy Caru. I  hope he keeps it...


It was annoying that I had to have sunblock put on me every hour, and no one else did. Mummy Caru said that if you went into the sea without any trunks on, a fish will eat your penis. I didn't really go into the sea after Cambion told me sharks aren't fussy and would eat me with my trunks still on. I got to hold a starfish. It was pink, but then when I felt something moving on the bottom of it I flung it away. I did that to the crab Cambion put in my hand too. I don't like them.


We were looking in the rockpools and I saw two big eyes staring right at me! I fell over but then Cam went and pulled out this ugly fish thing he called a 'Mudskipper'. Caru slept through most of the day. He's probably sunburnt from laying in the sun the whole time...


Me and Cam went to get something to eat, and then Mummy Caru stole Cam's shorts and Cam got really embarrassed, then there was a weird conversation about carrots, sausages and fingers. I wasn't really following but I think it might have been a bit rude.


Oh, and the day before, I got a nosebleed. Never have one! They're horrible and nasty and scary and I feel sick just remembering it...

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

Nemo: It's been an interesting week so far, to say the least. I beat Ciel in a challenge involving viagra. Of course I knew I was going to win anyway, so it wasn't as fun as expected. It was worth hearing Ciel's sweet little noises though. I got a laugh out of it...


Ciel thinks a threesome between me, him and Sebastian sounds like a good idea. I'll admit, it caught me a little off guard. I told him no, for the time being. I'm not gay, and the idea of Ciel... Doesn't really appeal to me so much. At least what Ciel said to Cambion makes things a little easier for me. I don't have to worry so much.


I walked in on Sebastian trying on a rather reviling outfit a few days ago. I wont deny it, but it looked good. I got to see Sebastian's female from which is... Okay, there are no words for it, other than he has an amazing chest. Ugh, he was my tutor and my boss... I can't say or think things like that. 


I got a little injured in during work yesterday morning, but not to worry, you should have seen the other guy... He's dead now. I may look a little...weedy, but there is more to me than meets the eye. If I couldn't do my job, I wouldn't have it. I am quicker than I look. I think I have good reflexes.  When I told Echo I'd been hurt that morning, she got worried. I imagine she worries a lot... We went to the park, and I asked her an awkward question. I do regret it, because she looked a little uncomfortable, and I still didn't get the answer I wanted and I made an idiot of myself. So, to make up for it, I took her to The Parlor for ice cream, and I think she loved it. I think I'm getting better at charming ladies... Sweet treats and compliments work, right? Or maybe If I showed more interested in her dog... No. I am a cat person. I don't think Echo is a dog person really. Yes, she is engaged to a dog, but I bet she's a secret bird lover... After all, who could say no to the dark, mysterious type?

Friday, 6 April 2012

He goes out this early in the morning to watch the sun rise and to see the nocturnal birds, is what he tells Denzel and the others at home. Denzel always believes him, but it's not true in the slightest. Elias has a special way to ruse his victims out at this time, like the one he has now, a thirty eight year old man. He sexually abuses his step-daughter. Elias had warned this guy about a month prior, that he'd come for him if he hadn't left the city, but he's still here, and so Elias must put an end to this scumbag of a human being. 

"...I did warn you." Elias whispers to him, running the blade lightly over his ear. "You must be deaf." Grinning, he digs the blade behind the shell of skin and cuts his ear off in one swift movement, remembering to apply extra pressure on the man's jaw, to prevent him from screaming. Elias doesn't normally 'toy' with his victims like this. Usually, it's a quick cut to the jugular, and he watches them bleed to death, making sure they are fully dead before taking off. He's not quite sure why he hasn't done just that this time. 

Hearing a shift of movement behind him, Elias loosens his grip by a small amount, so he can pull away quick enough if he sees someone. The elder man takes the opportunity to break free of Elias, and makes a run for it.     There was no one that Elias could make out, and he quickly darts after his victim, chasing him. He mustn't let him get away. He's a lot faster than Elias gave him credit for, and Elias starts to panic as he almost loses the man again as he goes for the Upton Park Tube station. Upon realising it's a Sunday morning, Elias goes into the station. Weekly tube maintenance, the platforms will be blocked off to the public, I can catch him there.  It appears the other male had realised this as well a little too late and makes past the platforms, and right for the opposite exit to the station and heads down Queen's road, towards Rochester Avenue. If he gets to Green street, he's gone. Fuck. 

Elias obviously has less stamina than this other guy, because he starts slowing down as he rounds the corner. The older man turns to look over his shoulder back at Elias for a split second before he sees the figure jump from the low bridge a few inches in front of him. He doesn't have time to react before the blade slashes him clean across the face and neck.

Nemo scowls and tosses the now limp body aside, and strides over to Elias, who is watching in shock as well as catching his breath. Nemo's eyes are glowing red, and never leave Elias's. Grabbing Elias's coat, and slamming him against a nearby wall, it's obvious Nemo is angry. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Elias is too surprised and tired to reply. Being pinned to the wall had only winded him more. "He almost got away. You don't normally play with them, Elias. Your're messing up, making mistakes... Do you have any idea how close they came to finding you after your last kill? You left evidence." Nemo shakes his head, frowning. "I had to murder a few people of my own in the same way you did yours, further out of London to drive them away from here before they caught you!" Letting go of him, Elias slumps down to the floor, exhausted.

"Nemo, I-"

"Shut up." Nemo glares at him, staring him down. "You're devolving as a killer. This would be your downfall if I wasn't here to save your sorry ass. If it wasn't for my family, I'd happy sit back and watch you fall to pieces. But I can't, because of mum, and Skye. They need you. I don't. To me, you're just another human, and I don't care what happens to you." Using the back of his hand, he wipes some of the blood off his cheek. "This stops now. You can't kill anymore. I need to lead these people away from you, away from home. If they take you in, you lose everyone. Mum will know what you've done and I refuse to let him find out." His eyes slowly return to their normal state, showing that Nemo has calmed somewhat. Offering Elias a hand, he helps him back up to his feet, and takes Elias's weapon.  "Go home. I'll take care of that guy." He motions towards the body and holds up Elias's knife, then smirks as it crumbles into dust in his hand. 

"What are you doing?... Nemo I need that." Elias frowns when Nemo shakes his head at him.

"I said no more. No more killing at all, and you will listen to me. Go home. Now." He watches as Elias turns and walks away from him. He figured the human would know better than to argue with him.  


Sunday, 1 April 2012

Nemo: I've noticed in Hell, if the humans see you walking around in human form as if you have some kind of authority, they all want your attention. They see you differently to those in their true form. They see you as one of them, their savoir.  Take this boy for instance... He's around fifteen, bound, unable to move, and he's unwillingly waiting for his first taste of torture. He's obviously new. He's calling out to me 'Help! Save me, I don't know where I am'. I go over to him because his eyes are filled with fear and that's quite intriguing. I could play with him...


I speak to him softly for a while and assure him everything will be all right. I fiddle around with his bindings. He thinks I am trying to help him get free. After a while, I give up and pull a strip of yellow fabric from his back pocket. It would appear this is a 'gang scarf'. Perhaps this poor, unfortunate being died in a street fight. I place it over his eyes and continue to speak in that soft voice. They rather like that. It's soothing to them. 'One thing to remember when you enter Hell is to abandon all hope. It doesn't exist here, and you'll save yourself a lot of disappointment. It'll also work out easier for you if you had none to begin with.' I stroke his hair comfortingly. 'Another thing to remember is appearance isn't everything. Here, you trust no one.' Now rubbing his jaw lightly with my finger, I smirk. 'That includes me. I know I've just gained your trust, but that makes things more intersting for me.' He starts shaking, and I can just about hear that pathetic little whimper of his. 'The rest of your existance here will be for us  demons finding as many ways possible to inflict the worst pain upon you.' Lovely...just lovely. 

'But don't worry, child....this will only be the most painful thing you have ever experienced before.' He starts screaming and I take out my knife. Perfect. Humans are pathetic weak beings, but... I love them.

Monday, 26 March 2012

Alois: I had sex yesterday~ It was awesome. Remind me not to leave it so long again... Good job Chester didn't interfere or I would have seriously killed him. The last time he walked in on me, I wanted to cry. I am only keeping him here because of Luca. Luca must stay, and If Chester goes, I can tell he will as well. 

Chester is a pain in the ass most of the time. He eats my food, makes more mess and...he leaves his dirty clothes in a pile on the bathroom floor when he gets a bath or shower and leaves them there. How hard is it to put them in the washing basket?! Damn blondes... Wait. Ignore that. Damn Chester.

I have two facts for you. First, I love my Malphas very much. But you already knew that. Second... I have sex more times on my sofa than anywhere else in the house... My guests sit there. Fail.

Monday, 19 March 2012

Nemo;  I got my hair cut short. I didn't really fancy looking like a girl just to please my mum anymore, so I had Sebastian  cut it for me, and then I asked Chester to help me get a nice new outfit. I do like my kitty hoodie, but it seems Sebastian does as well.

I thought it would be fun to put some kitty paws, whiskers and a tail on as well and act like a cat for a little while, but turns out that turns Sebastian on. I knew he liked cats, but I didn't think it went that far. In the end, I took them off, because I was a little embarrassed and I think Sebastian was a little uncomfortable... I don't think I'll wear this hoodie often anymore, so I should probably find some more clothes.

I got mum some flowers and things for mothers day yesterday. I think he liked the giant cookie with 'Denzel' iced onto it the most though. I thought he would. I think it was sweet that he even got some flowers for his mum, even if he's not around anymore. I had the task of cheering mum up too, because it was his first mothers day, and had no mother to spend it with.

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Nemo: -rolls eyes and grabs the cat as it walks past and closes the bathroom door with them inside it- You're going to give this cat a bath.


Ciel: No I am not. *opens the bathroom door and walks out* -_-


-grabs him as he walks past- Ciel. You have a job to do.


I don't have to do it. You are very well capable of washing this cat. *furrows his brows*


You do. I said so. I want you to prove to me you're not lazy. Are you really incapable of doing such a task?


 I'm not incapable, I don't want to. *pulls free of him, and starts walking more*


 -walks ahead of him and turns- Don't be lazy. Go and wash the cat, Ciel. I'm not going to give up until you do. -grabs his arm and starts dragging him back towards the bathroom- You lazy, useless, incompetent boy...


*dragged* D< Let me go, now. I'll get Sebastian to do it if you really want the cat washed. He'll be happy to do it.


No, actually. He won't do it, which is why you will. You are a couple, and he really does far too much for you. Take some responsibility. -shoves him in the bathroom with the cat and stands in there with him infront of the door and locks it- I'll be more forceful if need be.


I refuse. This is stupid. *folds his arms and just stands there, annoyed*


-points to the bath- Do it! You really can't do anything...


...*runs the bath and drops the cat in it, moving Nemo out of the way and unlocking the door*


-pulls him back- That's a half assed job. -pushes him back towards the tub- Do it properly, and if you hurt that cat...-scowls- Wish Sebastian have mercy on you.. D<


...No. I don't have to. *taps his foot, annoyed*


 -nods- Yes, you do have to. Do you not want to make Sebastian proud?


*eye twitch* ...Leave me alone.


Not until you have washed the cat properly.


Then you're going to be standing here for eternity.


No I won't. Don't be so selfish...-narrows his eyes- Do it, now.


No. *narrows his eyes in return*


You are a disgrace.


And you are a hypocrite. -_-


How? I do things. I make Sebastian proud. I proove my worth.


 *glares daggers, then scrubs the cat hard with a rag, mumbling something about getting idiot boys off of his back*


 -leans against the door, watching- Not so hard. You have to be gentle.


Don't tell me what to do, child. *rinses the cat and tosses it down onto the ground and throws a towel on it*


-grins at him- I am, and I will continue to do so. You'll need to dry the cat off properly or it will get sick.


Then let it happen. I don't care for it. I am finished here.


See a job through properly, dammit! -shouts at him- Dry the bloody cat! D<


*eye twitch* ...No.


-steps up to him- I'll tell you once more. Dry the cat, Ciel.


And I'll tell you once more, that I've no interest in doing so and I am not going to.


-frowns and pushes him into the tub- Everyone else works around here, and what do you do for them? You're not anymore special than anyone else.


 *grabs Nemo by the shirt collar and pulls him in as well* >(  And you think you are? Pft... You're only an annoying child...!


 -laughs- Yeah, maybe I am. But at least I'm not a spoilt brat!


*pulls himself out of the tub, scowling* I've not seen you bathe a cat. *reaches for the doorknob with slippery hands, opens it, and goes to his room to change*


So? -climbs out and grabs a towel and dries the cat, and then himself- You are supposed to be setting an example. Work, work, work!  Not sleep, eat, and get a fat ass. -goes to change-


*in his room, trying to find something to wear* Bloody idiot children...


-goes downstairs and sits infront of the fireplace-


*shuffles downstairs after he changes, annoyed, attempting to dry his hair with a towel* -_- ...*ignores him and walks past him, into the kitchen*


-watches him and goes into the kitchen- Even Sebastian thinks you're too lazy...


 I don't care what you both think. *pours himself a glass of water*


Ah, well you should care about what Sebastian thinks.


*narrows his eyes, sipping his water* Don't be such a fool. *walks past him again, and starts upstairs with his water*


How does that make me a fool?.. Stop walking away from me.


Stop annoying me. *goes and sits on his bed, frustrated*


...Annoying you? This is annoying? -shakes his head- No...This is annoying. -changes forms and flies above him, making lots of noise, pulling at his hair and pecking at him-


H-Hey, quit it! *smacks him away, frustrated, spilling his water all over his dry clothes* D<


-goes back over to him and carries on, no intentions of stopping-


*grabs him quickly* Why, I ought to clip your wings! *scowls, opens the window, tosses him out of it, and closes it again*


-changes back as he lands on the ground and picks up a stone a hurls it through the window- Brat! -winces as the window breaks- Oops, shit... -switches again and flies off-


*scowls, plopping over on his bed again, not in the mood to deal with him*