Cambion: I hate this, I really do. With all these health issues, it makes me feel incompetent and inferior. I can't see, which makes leaving the house a bit of a problem. I can't go though the middle of the streets of London in my animal form. I'll be killed. I've always been one for being outside quite often, and now I'm forced to stay indoors most of the time. I don't want Keaira to feel as if he has to look after me all the time. I get the feeling this depresses him. Caru too, which is why he wont come home. I can manage... I'll learn to cope with this somehow, even if there is nothing I want more right now than to see Keaira's face again. 


I told Keaira to not bother with pestering mum for a cure. I'm going accept this as everyone's payback for the things I've done to them in the past. I did this so Keaira could get better, and thus we could stick together. Honestly, I believe my eyesight isn't enough to give to repay him for the things he's done for me. 


Yes, I hate it, but I did this for him. I love him, and I'll do almost anything for him as long as he is happy and healthy.


On the brighter side, Echo is to have a child soon. I can't wait to meet it, I'm so excited even if I'll never know what it looks like...