Cambion; Keaira and Aranis were supposed to be happy together. I feel as if I've gotten in the way of that, and stopped it from happening. Keaira doesn't love him. 


Aranis will think this is my fault and hate me again. He'll probably fall into depression, maybe even commit suicide again... I'd given him false hope.  


Mother, Sebastian... You are both incompetent fools! You had the chance to kill me more than once, so why didn't you do it? I even told you to. No matter what I do, what I try, I will always cause misery for those around me, directly or not. Now Aranis must suffer because of me, and I sure as hell do not want him to. Keaira, however can not be forced to love someone. 


I deserve a fate worse than death for what I have done in the past. The fire. I'm full with guilt for murdering those children. It wasn't supposed to happen. I wasn't in my right state of mind. My emotions took over. Tie me up and torture me for an eternity. I expect no less after I die. I don't want to cause pain and suffering to my friends. I just want them to be happy. But I've noticed you can't give one person happiness, without hurting someone else. I despise the way that system works. I can't please anyone...