Denzel; I'm still sick, and I don't want to be anymore. Not that I had wanted to in the first place but... I hate being stuck in this dark room. I hate the dark. I'd go out if I could, but I can't. Firstly, Elias says I'm not allowed because I can't even stand on my own two feet properly. Secondly because the light makes my head hurt, and that makes my eyes bleed a little and that actually scares me. It scares Lucky too, and I don't want to scare him. 


I think Elias is very kind looking after me like this. He isn't my mummy or daddy but he still acts like one. My parents don't seem to... be doing much for me. They do know I'm ill right? I know daddy does, so why doesn't he try and help me get better? Eli sits with me all night when I'm up being sick all the time, and one night he even shared my bed because I didn't want him to leave. He's so nice, but I wish mummy would do that. It gets lonely in here. I think maybe Lucky is getting sick too because he's not talking too much anymore and-.... Eh, what am I doing?...