Wednesday, 26 October 2011

A night sky full of cries
Hearts filled with lies
The contract - is it worth the price?
A soul pledged to the darkness
Now I've lost it
I know I can kill
Does truth exist beyond the gates?

Tuesday, 25 October 2011

Denzel; I'm still sick, and I don't want to be anymore. Not that I had wanted to in the first place but... I hate being stuck in this dark room. I hate the dark. I'd go out if I could, but I can't. Firstly, Elias says I'm not allowed because I can't even stand on my own two feet properly. Secondly because the light makes my head hurt, and that makes my eyes bleed a little and that actually scares me. It scares Lucky too, and I don't want to scare him. 


I think Elias is very kind looking after me like this. He isn't my mummy or daddy but he still acts like one. My parents don't seem to... be doing much for me. They do know I'm ill right? I know daddy does, so why doesn't he try and help me get better? Eli sits with me all night when I'm up being sick all the time, and one night he even shared my bed because I didn't want him to leave. He's so nice, but I wish mummy would do that. It gets lonely in here. I think maybe Lucky is getting sick too because he's not talking too much anymore and-.... Eh, what am I doing?... 

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

For I am not just any man
I am a justice bringer
I bring justice to those who have done wrong

Those who do not deserve
To have their life
As they have corrupted it

So I steal their life
They fight to survive
But it does no good

As I am unbeatable
I cannot be traced


Yet I am just another man to them
Blending in with the crowd
As I seek my next target

I confront my victim
He just stares at me
Unaware of whom I am

I say my name
He tries to run
But resistance is futile

He cannot escape from me
No one can

Wednesday, 12 October 2011


Denzel; I have some important news. Me and Lucky are lovers. I met Sebastian last night, and he said that boyfriend doesn't sound sophisticated enough for him, so it wont be for me either! ...Sebastian is scary. I mean, he's not as bad as I first thought, but he is the king of Hell, so he's got to be. I hate demons because they're creepy, but I can see myself making a few exceptions. Like for mummy, or Caru. But, at least Sebastian thinks me and Lucky are sweet together, and he thinks Lucky is pretty.

Daddy got me sick with that alcohol juice he let me have. I think I'll listen to Ciel when he says not to drink stuff Daddy gives me. It was horrid. Ciel is... I don't know what to think of him. He's nice for giving me his dresses, I love those. Well, apart from the best one which isn't mine anymore because I said to Sebastian he can keep it, because I was scared he was going to eat me after he said it was special to him... I wish Ciel didn't drop his pants infront of me though. I wont forget that in a hurry. 

I went out last night, after I saw mummy. He said I needed more friends and that Lucky is just a stuffed animal. Which he is, but he's not just that to me. He's very special because Elias gave him to me so Lucky could look after me, and he does! I went out looking for Elias last night, but I made Lucky stay at home so I could try and be a big brave boy. But that didn't work, because I got really scared and ended up running home almost in tears. London is too big and loud and I don't even know where to start looking! What made it worse was that it was dark out. I hate the dark... All kinds of demons and monsters come out at night. That's why I met Sebastian upon my return to the manor. 

Elias come home, I want you to look after me again. Daddy doesn't seem to cope very easy looking after children on his own, and I'm worried mummy is going to run off again. He seems too distant about everything and I think talking about Elias and daddy upsets him. 

Saturday, 1 October 2011


Cambion; I can probably count my friends on my fingers now. I recently lost another, Aranis. He was one I didn't fancy losing, but... It would appear that jealousy has taken him over. He refuses to accept the fact that he's lost Keaira to me. True, I wanted those two to be together, but I know now that's not going to happen. I myself, can see Keaira happy a little happier around me, and now that is how I wish it to stay. We live together, and I can keep an eye on him. I have to wean him off those blasted drugs. Making him happy is honestly harder than I thought. I'm willing to do almost anything for him, but the one thing he seems to want more than anything from me is sex. Heh, maybe it's because he really wants to show me how much he cares, or perhaps it's his raging hormones that want it. Is having sex with a nine year old appealing, Keaira? I don't have my innocence, so it can't be that. You took that a long time ago. We tried having sex a few days back, but it didn't work out. It still terrifies me, even if I trust him more than anyone. Dammit, I don't want to have sex! Don't make me do things...that I'm not ready for. I'm just a child, and I want to stay that way for a while.


Keaira, I do love you but please just give me some time, or you'll end up scaring me even more, and that will just make you unhappy. You'll get what you wish for, don't worry...