I'm his best friend and friends need each other, so I'd rather he stay, but he won't because he said he has secret things to do. Do best friends keep secrets from each other? At least he'll visit me once a month. That's better than nothing, I guess. Plus we'll go on holiday to where he is staying too, and I can see him then. I love seeing him because he always says nice things about me, and he cuddles me lots and takes me out places. Pretty Denzette is what he calls me, and that makes me feel special. I gave him my yellow summer dress that he liked to take back with him to he can be reminded of me with it. I made him promise he wouldn't let any other boys or girls wear it though. I think...that would make me a bit jealous.
He told me what happened to Gabriel and I was quite upset, because I wanted to see him again too. When I got home, Caru told me what really happened when he was supposed to go to France, and it turns out Gabriel did some bad things, and let people do nasty things to Caru and Nemo. I'm not happy about that, but I am also sad because that might have been my fault for asking him to bring mummy back. Yet, I am still glad everyone is alive now. Mummy, daddy, Elias, Nemo, and Caru, and of course my brothers. I love my family. They mean the world to me, and I don't want anything to happen to them.
Yesterday morning though, I heard Daddy and Elias shouting and that scared me a little, because Elias never shouts and I didn't know what they were talking about. Did they have an argument or something? I hope thet don't have an argument. When mummy and daddy used to have arguments, mummy goes away and mummy dies. I don't want Elias to do that as well...
